deeply in the doldrums. incense mutterings from mum, detecting my long dsitance contacts w her. dismay at the fact of love. she harshly implement to buzz of, not regarding responsibilty of my actions. depressing it was to hear from the one whom u tend to follow up on her guidance. insupportive, as utter disspoinemt bless through me. how could she? she is my mom. as yet, dose heart-wreching naggings. isnt im her son? who she wil tenderly love & minusing my loads of depression to ensure carefree lifestyle? she wont stand up for her son. & so . my forsight of the distant future. i shall ask the stars. standing all alone, in this world. left to grapple with rollercoaster emotions of anger, hatred, fear & abandonment. it wasnt a cliche. its for life. i cringe at the sight of beautiful family portait. as i lay alone. one will not survive the torment of the demonic side of life , alone. haix. nobody cares.the matter in time, i treasure the true value of friendship. which eventually kept me goin strong. lyk a family i neva had.
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