Sunday, February 26, 2006

fresh start

after some hesistation, i redirect my reluctant mind. yeah. offically my previous host diary-x undergo a massive drive failure. its is notified to be in working condition within days. i laid my head to wait on a ledge. eager to get back to blogging, with time evidently by my side since my job contract expires, i created a new skin. as u barely witness my former url, only a change of host. as days grew, tendency to write fade in. bt to no avail drive savers was unable to retrieve all informations. as so i did a controversial crossover to blogspot. as a long-serving friend of mine persuade me to. many did too, but i my unwilling mind kept pleading. so here i am. starting on a new book , as coincidently on my 18th birthday. which i intend to get on a fresh start. a new makeover on my persona. lady luck was also glimmering as i find a positive end of my hasty work that actually aid me. i did download a copy of my journal on diary-x before it when to dark. entries exhange of transferring to be done. time is a limiting agent. 26 to be left unreminisce. nothing grant ala my bro. par none to miracle. nor monumental. admitting the fact im a nobody , neither sumone at the top of the reef. suprises ? presents? nah. never will i be able to handpick that as i never receive on scale. how i dream for the curse to tumble this year, bt i continued. it just aint anolougous to my life. dissapointment, yeah, is a leech to my turmoil life. although i do treasure those wishes. thanx for those who did that, a little known consolidation i aint invisible. =)