Wednesday, July 5, 2006
4 of July
all came crumbling down today as my luck runs dry. a dreadful start to my day due to me being a failure to attain a PDL. received 8 demerit points for my circuit assessment & was joyful news as failure goes beyond 12. bt life doesnt let me off that easily. i had a IMMEDIATE FAILURE in my book. how devasted. dashed my hopes. according to my demerits, PDL is sighted. bt this have to happen. as me and dewi,who too failed 4.01, ( she fall 5 times btw) were totally disconted & simply in no mans land. "i fail , you fail." frustrations was building in as i crumpled crush step upon and nearly tear my assesment slip. fetch her home after meal. labour too have been unfortunated. the zip of my pants went caput. phew. what a moment. i cant possibly perform my duties with a crowd in an unzip pants. & so i made my way to fashion room to save up my humiliation for for 10 bucks. wtf. there was still coming. my lines is up for being a runner today. supposedly two runner today , bt i went solo till closing. what a hellish ordeal it was. all individualistic. already a torment being a runner w 2 staffs & me alone was ala third degree. i kept cursing & thats none i could change. alex just went awol. & this crucifixion was even more an anguish. adding salt to the wounds such misfortune of me that i left a big gaping wound of knuckles ramming it hard on the edge of a solid brick wall. what could possibly go WORST.it killed my right hand instantly. as hygiene it was that no blood could spill. blood on profuse note kept oozing , like running tap. till now i pressuring it w a tissue. a wounded finger with a huge load, & a bruise emotions. ill-fated 4 of Julty should be duly take note off. cataclysmic day it was where all came crashing down. nothing more that glad that is over now.Why did i fall out the plank? & cause an immediate failure?
Why was i the only runner?
Why was i even bother for work?
OR why was i awake? im better off asleep for everlasting.
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