Saturday, July 1, 2006
martydom syndrome
been a receiving end of affliction anew. had black-and-blue at each tip of my mouth & a puffed lips. this result a classmate of mine questioning if i had showered in the morning. of cause i do. was actually "slapped" on the mouth last week during training. pure accidental it was. bloods do gushed, bt its part & parcel of a physical game. & the beautiful game did me no favours as i twisted my ankle & sprained as i turn & give a shot which do end at the back of the net. had street soccer today. bad technique i assume. there was always a twinge on my left ankle & knee every now & then. been carrying that to date. didnt resort to professional diagnosis. thats add my collection of injuries. walking through memory lane, had even more no-nonsene occurence of abrasion. had my finger on surgery after its was clipped at the egde of a door. & it wasnt even on my mind as i was just a tad. how unbearable the martydom will feel. left a permanent scar as an antithetic index finger. 7 years later, i had inflated eyebags which was oversize. the backing of it? was asleep & only to awoken by mom who is in tears. sumhow, from bed, in a mysterious manner, i fell & the area right beneath my eyes smack at the edge of a coffee table. the impact leave a loud thud. next moment i woke up in bed bt wasnt mine. that to leave a mark. 4 years later & i fell on a rough surface of school carpark elbow first while running trying to avoid the discipline mistress inspecting for students not heading their residence. PSLE period it was then. scar still iminent. & as of late had temporary dead leg after falling off a bike in at BBDC. darn. such misery in the past i had. well , im no stranger to pain, injuries even anguish. i dared sacrifice my body. for anyting. an uncompromising hardman with a chip on a shouder , with vulnerability at the centre of my chest.;my hearts a dart on a broken body
step into arcade w Dewi after our bike practical & reminise it was 6years back when i last indulge into the console. it also a sneak as mom never really allow me into it. troubled childhood i guess. & it was just plain luck that Dewi won me on Daytona. at least, i won her on street fighter. haha.
prac 501 on 1355hrs tomorrow. pillion riding. so much anticipated.
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