Saturday, October 14, 2006
strike one.
never have i allied with pressure. simply & strictly, the antagonism of pressure was on high that it doesnt bring out the best in me. yea, hugely thanx to my confidence which is sorely on empty tank. a gargantuan morale booster shoud been set up for me, bt either way the level wont barge. ugh. why cant the cunning world be free of all this negative feelings. why cant it be un-stressful. ala country life. & rainbows & butterflies are always visible. not a single drop of rain. i may be impressive in untense moment bt once gaiety strikes me, all gone. goodbye better life.Hari Raya was the around the corner, yet the joyful feeling for it to commence wasnt there. the atmosphere wasnt lively as of previous years.& there no explanation i can conjure up to. dengdeng & all those related wasnt a craving. fasting month will resort me to catching up with large groups of buddies for a trip to geylang, bt this year , par none. went geylang twice & the experience was forgettable. something was terribly missing. hush. nothing been a bed of roses for me. all are the thorns im accustomed to. this year Hari Raya is simply not a moment im looking forward to . as simply i wish i would be sleeping forever in lalalandd.
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