Sunday, October 1, 2006
yeah
been on a series of blue funk. my dreams i lived my life to all competely vanished in thin air. & out of sight. chicken pox ruined it all. so saturday it was & i tend to relieve the rows of crestfallen occurence. traveled to orchard road to break my fast with Joi. he is having a let down of times lately regarding his love life that he is not stepping foot home tonight. i faced that occurrence too & so were i in not sleeping on my own bed. took a strolled before we fast forwarded to Geylang to have a glimpse of the bazaar. yea, it was a mistaken route that leads us to have a short stay. it was overcrowded and simply bustling with overjoyed early-bird shoppers for the upcoming Hari Raya. i had a tingling sense to encounter someone especially of this day that reminds me of her. 30 september. while on our way to indulge in some "dengdengs", sumone harshly knocked on my helmet which was indeed strapped to my arm. i looked up and saw her. bt it didnt happen likewise. bt her sis did. i took a glimpse thus walking away . i have never want a repeated teleacast. the urgency to leap out of the overpopulation of a small area, to grab those eatables & we went packing to the esplanade. there, was as routined, was populated with teens. my aversion for esplanade simply just doesnt give us peace & serenity to calm this distorted soul. we took off again to labrador park instead. it was eerie experience upon reaching there. unlighted roads & riding in complete darkness. ugh. for good it have passed & we laid back there till midnight. the sea was our view to untensed the nerves. somewhat down, depressed.the scenery was a soothing delight. & its nice being there. & im home now. the weekend rendevous is what i neccesitate daily . a patch so undesireable of all the tremendous heartbreaking encounters, i just feel like jumping into a speeding car. gosh.
* labrador park disable my reception somehow, & i cant msg via my cell. duh. sorry cutiee..
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