Thursday, November 9, 2006

adultation.

upon numerous ponderings i have finally legalised love to be brought up. yeea, the four letter word which seem the world to everyone. something likely to revolutionize ones life from feeling heaven and hell. and something to turn evrything on its head albeit which side you are. and one too have post effects. paranoia. its seems we learn only when you are hit, thats how this game is played. bt on the other hand time and time again persistence lose out to heart and love is a strong emotions. i have a collection of factual recount wheareas one feel love shoud be out the window(being said), bt by the minute or so, they are strike by an unexplainable force called love. so the mouth and heart aint allies. love knows no boundaries which indirectly means to love , we go over our boundaries. thats my perception of this sexual passion.

the cupids arrow have yet to be planted to this fragile heart though. once shot, it plunge down before you feel the outcome of it. leaving behind scars. imminent it may be. a novice in this, its bewilderment on this feeling. and 2nd shot have been amiss, bt it left behind something that is pulling me down. so hunting season have been long overdue as i wish where blood trickled for the past shoud face a roadblock. no more bloods. i need it on circulation. my desire to feel love have been bygones. the hatch was buried and only emotions as powerful as love may be the key. it remain intact and compact. still.

patience is a virtue. patience pays off. i trusted those words of wisdom to apply and yet i was defraud. i waited and waited and waited. if i could i ll wait longer. times up azri. you are sucker-ed. guess im waiting till i was left breathing the dust.

in those treacherous line of life, my lust and my beloved jenny was a dire source of estaticness.