Monday, March 12, 2007

last hurrah.

and so the feeling "miss" crawled up the my throat out of the blue. i didnt willing to express a wish to obtain this emotion, bt nevethless it does. and yeaa, my Industrial Attachment Program have ended. OVER. at moment im saying this i should be jumping in joy, punching my fist in the air and had freedom splashed across my forehead. mysteriously indeed i didnt.

for the past 2months, it have been part of my regime. early morning coupled with stress pilling. till i dreadfully wanted this ordeal to came tumbling down. in swift motion. this big day was probbably what i am eager for. momentarily, im staring at the transmutation of my routine. it will be a major difference.

NEC, my colleagues and all related stuff will just be a thing of a past. friday's journey home have me revive all those times in a lighter side. me, arriving in unformal wear and kept dozing off to creating a great bond with a particular colleague, Alfis. he was indeed a great buddy. and was ala my brother through out my spell. on same age and sharing similar identities, nothing was a barrier. well. its sad to leave evrything behind. as on my last hurrah, tee huang and ah heng wish me goodluck in my future endeavours.

as much as i wanted and dreadfully wanted it to end, i will miss it. its have been rather a successful stint on my personal note. grades aside.i will miss serving customers.i will miss going around schools, pretending i was an engineer.i will miss my colleagues.for all i will miss NEC.well everything have to end. and i shoudnt cry cause its over, i should smile it happened.

so over the weekends i welcome back jenny in my possesion. how much i neccesitate her is only upon my knowing. she is good, very good. and yea, since im at the localisation of bike shops, i was eyeing for a helment. eventually i resolve to splurging my cash on a MGP helmet which, with palms wide open, sweared my eyes NEVER met. just that i couldnt muster enough peeking that it came to be a common sight now. every turn of my sneaky eyeball result in a akin protective gear. ARRRRRHHHHHhgggg.

the feeling just unfond of. ugh.