Sunday, September 30, 2007
chapfallen
a week have gone since my shocking posting for my vocation. the posting really had me in a state of nightmare for periods. i continue the consistant pinching bt im still where im standing. somehow this got me came to conclusion as serving this compulsory service is counterproductive . i heave a sigh yet, i have to accept the harsh gospel truth. its reality.it was a huge bringdown. cause on personal note, i wished to be away. overseas posting is what i yearned for. that vocation was dispossess from me and handed to a fortunate platoon mate of mine.
the vocation i had was never my god-given talent. medical care and those related just isnt a field i bag a huge interest in. being allocated to nee soon camp for my temporary home, i just feel my previous living quarters was by far much more superior.
lectures after another plus practicals. i feel more like a school rather then army camp. where physical training seem to be the key component in your daily rountine. have to admit, im more of brawn then brains. hush.
you are not i fairtytale, every wish doesnt really come true.well whatever it is, i have pledge to try my best. and despite the letdown, im confident to succeed as a COMBAT MEDIC.
im still paranoid of injections though.
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